My baby turns 30 this week. She came to us as an angry infant, her harsh cries filling the nights. Then the anger became a slow burn, self-will and defiance building with each year. There was counseling, evaluations, and interventions in the desperate hope of stemming the tide. But then came the boiling over, her … Continue reading Gone Missing
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Sauntering Upward
I am married to a man who loves to conquer. When we lived in the mountains he would run their trails, training for his next marathon. If he wasn't running, he was rock climbing, striving to conquer a new route up the face of one of the mountain monoliths. We could not be more different. … Continue reading Sauntering Upward
Ready to Party
Ben has decided that he wants to die. This son of mine, who lives with a trust I aspire to....he believes in heaven, and can't wait to get there. Why do I find this disturbing? I've watched friends hold onto life with a white-knuckled grip, desperate for healing to come here on earth, grasping for … Continue reading Ready to Party
The Importance of Blueberry Pie
My parents represented the best of the American idea. My father's ancestors set foot on American soil shortly after the Mayflower brought the pilgrims. And my mother was the child of immigrants. My father was the last of his family line to be born in the same area his ancestors settled in Maine, and my … Continue reading The Importance of Blueberry Pie
Invitation to a Feast
Many of us sat down to the beginnings of a feast on Friday. We decided that we wanted to know Jesus better this year by reading his words to us. We opened our Bibles out of a new or continuing commitment to taste and see that the Lord is good. Some of us will consume … Continue reading Invitation to a Feast
Resolutions
Do you remember what resolutions you were making this time last year? Perhaps they included losing weight, or eating healthier meals, or putting aside some money. Those are all good things when life's bumps are relatively minor and we believe there to be some semblance of order and prosperity undergirding our lives. But in 2020, … Continue reading Resolutions
Immanuel
Thought I'd share these Christmas thoughts again... Jesus was born in a stable. Very early tradition suggests it was probably a cave. Recent theories suggest it could have been the lower level of a stone house, windowless, where animals were kept. Either way, it didn't resemble the nativity scene on the mantle. Into this Jesus … Continue reading Immanuel
Lift up your Eyes
“Lift up your eyes and look to the heavens: Who created all these? He who brings out the starry host one by one and calls forth each of them by name. Because of his great power and mighty strength, not one of them is missing.” Isaiah 40:26 God flung the galaxies into the void like … Continue reading Lift up your Eyes
Sorrowful, yet Rejoicing
"You don't know how I've suffered," she said. "All of you with your happy families haven't ever had something bad happen to you. No one understands how awful my life has been". She had been drinking, so I let it go that night, but this was her script - her identity, which kept her trapped … Continue reading Sorrowful, yet Rejoicing
Obscurity
There was a flurry of excitement in the beginning. Dreams and angelic visitation; a strange new star; foreigners bearing gifts. Then slaughter, a desperate escape and exile. And finally, returning to settle into an average place in a poor village. Except for a brief glimpse in scripture at age 12, He lived in obscurity. An … Continue reading Obscurity